sextape noises

 sextape noises

i love the intro to this song. it hits a good spot in my brain and makes me feel something good.

i can't imagine making a sextape. that's so vulnerable. the idea of even looking into the eyes of another person scares me; but i do it all the time. i tend to stare hard at people. some say it's intimidating or that they could never do that but that's exactly why i do it. I'm so terrified of intimacy but i pretend to be better than everyone else. i don't actually know what i would do if someone confronted me by staring back.

guess i'll never make a sextape.